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Ngl I was hoping I was on an upswing but we're back in the depression arc. I hate my art and I feel so disconnected and dissociated from everything lol. Trying to make money is impossible and even though Ive hit 2000 on tumblr I never get comm inquiries and I don't think anyone is going to be following this site anytime soon so. I guess I'm stuck lol. Might as well die soon.

I'm tired of worrying everyone and being so slow and stupid and getting my hopes up over nothing again and again.

Idk. kill me lol. The callouts, the harassment, the death threats, the fucking. Abandonment and group ostracization and hate and intolerance. I'm done lol. I'm done. You guys win. Fuck you.