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hiii. My pharmacy is silly and they refilled my Adderrall late so now I'm off my adhd meds for a little bit :3 I made rice crispy squares today and they're cooling right now. I'm still avoiding school and currently art too. I got fired so I'm trying to think of ways I can monetize my art for the time being. It's hard. If anyone would be interested in stickers or monthly supporter perks lmk. I'm writing this on mobile data because our wifi is crap (the guys who looked at it said it was a shock we had internet at all) but we've yet to fix it because we can't return the box we got and we're out 200.

I've been doing some art, nothing super special though. I want so badly to be one of those incredible mecha artists but my art just feels so simplistic and naive. I feel like I'll never improve right now. Hard work doesn't feel like it gets me anywhere, it's like my brain is sludge. I keep looking at what everyone around me is doing and feeling more and more hopeless about my own skills and worth. Here's a puppy I made today